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"I've gone through every emotion I think you can have," Cook said. "I've gone from idolizing him as most kids do when they're young, to pure love and compassion, to absolute hatred."
And yet when your father dies at 26, taking his own life and leaving you as a 5 year old to deal with years of emotional fallout, then as odd as it sounds, "turning 27 really did become a huge thing for me. because I outlived my dad," the 40 year old businessman from Brandon said. Air Force on the island of Crete. Diagnosed with schizophrenia, he killed himself in the late 1970s. All of which meant nothing to a little boy left wondering whether he had caused his father's death, or if he could have done something to have saved him.
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now that it was a silly goal, this preoccupation with living to age 27.
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At times, that boy grew up feeling abandoned because his father was not there, Jerry Cook said. He knew the love and support of relatives but missed out on the lessons imparted by the day to day interactions of a mother and father, a husband and wife. He became a man and craved the conversations he would have had with his father about which job offer to accept, or how to bid on a house, or where to get his car engine looked at.
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"I mean, within reason, you can take out any of the reasons why. the method, the when, the how," he said. "That stuff is all important to me, but in reality, it's irrelevant. The fact that he's not here, to me, that really is the biggest thing."
many different factors go into suicide, it has helped him tremendously to share his story in a setting where so many others understand.
Time has softened the ragged edges of those emotions. And a support group for those left behind after suicide, put on by the HelpLine Center in Sioux Falls, has brought him to a better place, Cook said. While it was an eye opener for him to learn in survivor classes that each journey is different, and that so Converse Girl Photography
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